Personal dillema

I want to be writer, any writer. I want to be able to write well. I convinced myself to write fanfiction as starter but it didn't work. I thought that fanfiction will be the best starter but it's not. Writing fanfiction is really hard for amateur trying-to-get-the-feeling writer like me. Perhaps the best thing as starter is making your own journal.

These are several ideas that came up when I thought about this:

1. I often run out of idea and imagination. I can't write fanfiction when I get stuck in the middle of story. The result? the story will be hiatus...... forever untouched, unread. Poor that little story. I tried to write fanfiction about Seiho boys high school with Miyaji Fuyuka as the main character. I found that I was a little unsatisfied with relationship between Kamiki and her. I really liked her character so I wanted to potray Miyaji's strength and the development of their relationship. I had the start and end plot but I didn't know how to connect them. So I just wrote the first part and never finished it up until now. I think we can practise this imagination super power with writing journal. By using our daily life story, we can make up some more plot into it. Well, because this is ourselves's life so we know everything, every details about it. Then, the excuse about running out of idea will dissappear and we can still practise to write.

2. Lack of confident. This is the most annoying problem. Why? because I use to read many of super awesome fanfictions with many reviews and followers, I become afraid that I will get no feedback that will improve me, hater's comment,  even worse there's no one wants to read my story. I really hate that kind of thinking yet I still have it in me. I am lack of confident in many aspect, even people say I am good at something, it is still not enough to convince myself to be more confident and be proud. So then, writing journal is good for this problem. We can evaluate ourselves without getting worry too much. There will be no hater, no anxiety about no review and no reader because the reader is yourself.

3. Getting frustated by grammar is annoying too. This can be fixed by practising a lot, but Who will tell me what's wrong and how to fix it? -_____________-

Well, These are only three main problems but actually I have more of them and still thinking how to get rid them off of me.

Is Luffy going to be immortal? One Piece post

Recently this thought is tickling my brain. Started when I re-watched the impel down and world war arc. I found something fishy. When Luffy was taken by Jinbei to run away from Akainu, no one knew where Jinbei and he were. Then one of the worst generations, Basil Hawkins, tracked him with his tarot to see Luffy's life. Suprisingly, he said that he saw that Luffy's life never reaches zero which means Luffy is going to live forever (this is just my conclusion).

(Pic Source : One Piece Wikia)

So...... How is this going to be happen? Luffy and the immortal thing? Is it possible?
Well, just Eichiro Oda and God know this. But I want to share my hypotesis here.

I think the answer is it's possible to be true. The key of this is Trafalgar Law. He is posessing Ope-Ope No Mi, isn't he? The Ope-Ope No Mi has its unique power to give someone eternal life in exchange for its user's life.

Doflamingo, at first, wanted to make Corazon to be Ope-Ope No Mi user and made Corazon gave his life for making Doflamingo eternal life. Unfortunately, that fruit was eaten by Trafalgar Law.

Why does Trafalgar Law give his life to make Luffy immortal?
Well I don't know about this, But Law has D in the middle of his name and it can be the good reason of why Law give Luffy eternal life because they have family bond.

This thought makes me sad to think that Law is gonna die if he gives Luffy that power (tears) (tears)

Learn a lot through learning english

English is one of the biggest problem in my life. I've been studying this for more than 10 years but I haven't been fluent yet. So what's the problem? the problem is ME for lack of motivation. confidence, and willingness to study harder to be fluent. Until I was in the last semester of college. Noticing that english is very important, I planned to look for a great method for learning english which could inspiring me, motivating me to become fluent.

With the strong will in my heart, I went to Kediri, East Java to head to a very famous english learning village called Kampung Inggris. I've been there for 1,5 months. Making friends, learning about new things, grammar, prcticing speaking are some of what I got there. So, after 1,5 months do I become fluent english speaker. The answer is obviously not. Why? because the time when I came back from Kampung Inggris is the beginning of my learning process.

I got many great method from my teachers there. Thanks to mr Fuddin, ms Ratna, ms Tika, mr Abdul, and mr Andre. I got a lot of help to learn english from them especially from ms Tika and mr Abdul for speaking skill. On the last day there before I went home, mr Abdul gave some great method to learn english anywhere anytime. ms Tika gave some information about how to speak like native, the pronounciation, stressing word, idiom, and many more.

By having those method in my head, I began to learn english with better method, BY LISTENING. I know about many podcaster like AJ HOGE from effortless english, LINDSAY and GABY from all ears english, LUKE from teacher luke, and ENGVID. By listening to native speaker everyday, I could understand them a little by little and gain more confidence to speak and connect with others in english. Plus, making new friends from abroad through this is a great bonus.

In one podcast I heard, the podcaster mention that language students have to think in english and think that they are english speaker not english learner to go to the next level. They should join some forum that's interesting to them like automobile, nature, sport in english to learn more real english not with joining english study forum. Well, english study forum is crucial for beginner level but if the students are in intermediet or in advance, joining the forum that they like is more promising.

Making new friends and deciding the best method to learn for myself  are just several abilities that I got by learning english. I have more, learning about live.  Knowing great sites like Zenhabit and Ted.com is a step for me to know more about life, to deciding life not to be decided by life, to not procastinate, to let go, to restrain self, and more.

Review Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun (Anime)

One of the saddest parts in my life is when the anime i really like end! It happened to me two days ago when Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun aired its last episode. Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun mainly tells about a high school boys named Nozaki who is mangaka with penname Yumeno Sakiko. Nozaki, the high schooler, has the manly built body and deep voice, yet he writes shoujo manga. Although Nozaki doesn't tend to hide that he is shoujo mangaka, most of his friends don't believe him at all.

The story started when Sakura Chiyo, who had the same school as Nozaki, confessed her feeling to Nozaki. Unfortunately, Chiyo confessed her feeling not with saying "sukidayo" but she said "watashi-wa fan desu". This lead to the misunderstanding. Nozaki thought Chiyo is his fan as Yumeno Sakiko then he gave her his autograph as Yumeno Sakiko. On the other hand, Chiyo who didn't know that Nozaki is Yumeno Sakiko felt confused when Nozaki giving her an autograph. That was not the end. Sakura tried to make clear her confession with saying "I want to be with you". Nozaki, who still thought that Chiyo was his fan, invited her to his apartement then making her doing beta for his manga. As the time goes by, Chiyo officially became Nozaki assistant.

Chiyo's story as Nozaki assistant is very entertaining for me. Chiyo met the other assistant of Nozaki's. They are Mikoshiba Mikoto (Mokorin), Hori Senpai, and the newest assistant; Wakamatsu who get his appearence in 6th episode.

Overall, Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun has 7 main characters, they are Mikorin, Chiyo, Seo, Nozaki, Hori senpai, Kahima, and Wakamatsu (I put the name order same as the position in the picture above)

Each of the characters has their own uniqueness. I like Mikorin the most, but for the couple I like Hori senpai-Kashima the most. Kashima always says she wants to be Hori best-kouhai :D

I am satisfied of this series but it is too short ;(

I need more episodes of it. Well, i think the production will make 2nd episode of this series because its manga hasn't finished yet.

For this anime, I give 4,95 stars of 5 (No one is perfect :p)

And maybe next time, I will write review for each episode :9 I wish laziness wouldn't come XD

I forgot to write disclaimer. Ehm.... All of the pictures above is not mine.

ONE PIECE you are making me crazy

Today, i went to campus just to take One Piece new episode from my senior. At the same day its new chapter released, at that chapter Sugar was defeated by Ussop and all of the dolls in Dressrosa become human and beast again, including Curos. It put Dressrosa in hectic condition.
Ok, back to my story. I met my senior and new junior named Anggun who is otaku, too. We discussed about several things, one of it is the mystery which i always curious. It is "who's Luffy's next nakama?". At first i blabbering about information which i get from forum and blog, about they said that Luffy's next nakama is Jimbei or Kinnemon. I said that i refuse if it is kinnemon and i prefer Trafalgar Law to be Luffy's new nakama. They don't like kinnemon but they don't think Law will join Mugiwara crew. My senior predicted AOKIJI will join Luffy's team and be the last Mugiwara crew. He said he get that information from a forum and Smoker who is suggesting Aokiji to join Luffy's team. Well, i'm glad to hear that. Then, my senior said fans predicted Law will die in the series. IT WAS LIKE THUNDER ATTACK ME IN THE MIDDLE OF SUNNY DAY. I don't want LAW DIE and won't LET LAW DIE!!!!!!! Why, they predicted such a thing like that *crying at the corner*. Well, the one who know about story's plot is Oda sensei, so i don't need to worry that much.

ODA SENSEEEI, ARE YOU READ THAT FORUM TOO? ARE YOU LAUGH BECAUSE THEY PREDICTED SILLY THING ABOUT LAW DEATH? OR YOU SHOCKED BECAUSE THEY'RE TRUE? SENSEEEI, I HATE CHARACTER DEATH. PLEASE, DON'T MAKE LAW DIE *PRAY FOR LAW*

2 days 1 night >> the new worthly experience

At the end of this month, i have a chance to get new experience on javan gibbon releasing event in puntang mount, Bandung. I went to Bandung by a comfy travel car. I went there with my friends and several reporter and journalist from various media such as Metro TV, Trans 7, Tempo etc....

I departed from Jakarta to Bandung at 2 pm and arrived at 7 pm.

We got comfortable and nice cottage there. I got fluffy bed and blanket, thanks god for the blanket it's very cold there.

The air is cold in the night. I shivered so hard when i took a bath at 8 pm. After i clean myself, Pak Anton held a briefing with the pers and i joined them. Even, my research adviser told me to guide them but i don't have any experience and information about javan gibbon, so briefing with Pak Anton is helped me a lot.

On the released day, i went to field with highest performance. There's two main section, first is opening ceremony contain of speeches from several important people like director of PERHUTANI, bu Yani (My research adviser) as YOJ (javan gibbon foundation) chief, Secretary of West Java Region, etc... and Second is Javan Gibbon Releasing section. We climb up puntang mount because the gibbon's habituation cage is up there. I climb together with bu Yani as her private porter :p. Then, i saw the process of gibbon releasing with my own eyes, DIRECTLY! Wooooow, i can see the father come out from the cage and looking around to make sure the area is safe for his family (there are 4 gibbon whom released these day). Even, i didn't understand that much about gibbon. I can feel satisfaction because our species (human) can protect other species as ecosystem stabilitation. I hope that gibbon family can be adapted and survived in their new environment and citizen around those forest can contribute to protect gibbon family in it

For further information about javan gibbon and rescuing efforts, you can read it here http://www.yayasanowajawa.or.id/home.html
http://www.silvery.org.au/

LET'S SAVE THE SPECIES!

LET'S GET AN ADVENTURE

YEEEAAAAYYYY, I have a chance to participate in javan gibbon releasing event at gunung puntang, Bandung. Even my speciality is not primate but i really excited to know how this event working and reintroduction process of javan gibbon.
Well, i need to change and prepare. Gotta go pals, i'll update if i came back~