Spoiler lover

This blog usually doesn't receive many reader or blog walker, I think. But, yesterday, people checked this blog. I saw in the overview page and checked what post was alluring the people to come. The yesterday post was the answer. I assumed that many people typed "Naruto Gaiden Spoiler" in their search engine and found this blog. Unfortunately, yesterday post didn't contain of the spoiler that I figured out. Well, that's because I was afraid people would be mad if they unpurposely read the spoiler from this blog and got annoyed.

Anyway, sorry for not including the spoiler into the post. Because this is the day Naruto Gaiden will come out. I'll tell this blog what the spoiler is. Brace yourself...... "Drum rolls"

SAKURA IS SARADA'S REAL MOTHER *screaming out loud*

Perhaps, for some people , this isn't surprising because Masashi Kishimoto have announced in Naruto Festival (idk the name of the event so I come up with something) that Sarada is Sasuke and Sakura's daughter. He said that it would be really scary if there's a girl exactly like Sasuke (the personality of course) so he added Sakura's value in this little girl so she would look cuter. But anyone can have their own thought when reading gaiden, right? Karin as Sarada's mother has high possibility to happen in the gaiden. Who knows? Maybe Kishi wants to troll fans especially Sasusaku fans?

Anyway, the spoiler has been come out. So that tought doesn't matter anymore.

I got the spoiler, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

This week Naruto Gaiden last chapter will be released. Many Naruto fans are very excited expecting the last chapter coming up. And I am no exception. Because I was not sure with the information chapter 10 is the last chapter (I found this news in tumblr) I began to search more information about this issue. I typed some clues then, voila, many sources came up in my screen. I clicked one by one some pages but I found nothing. The title said "Spoilers for Naruto Gaiden ch 10" but I didn't find any spoiler at all and there's no information I need. Actually, I didn't want to be given any spoiler regarding this chapter, all I wanted was to make sure tomorrow is the last chapter. Then, It happened. I READ THE MAIN SPOILER IN ONE ARTICLE WHICH QUOTED A REDDIT USER! ahfdufhihfduhfdfhajfga my heart was screaming "What have I done?! Why did I read this?!" ffuuuhhhh~

Well, I don't want to write what spoiler I found out, in case there will be dissapointed people who unpurposely find this blog and be spoiled if I write it.

However, If the spoiler is true then, I can breath easily because my OTP wins.

Mama Uchiha and Papa Uchiha

*these pictures are originally from Rock Lee and His Ninja Pals manga*

The starter

I try to post in my tumblr more. I recently notice that I barely almost never post in tumblr. My jobs are just wondering around and reblogging the cool posts. So I thought that wondering around is good for getting many information (mostly about anime of course) but I can't improve my creativity. So then, I decided to post more in tumblr with anime screen-caps that I watched or modified meme. So far I've done for these two

Super simple, but I satisfied for trying making these. I'll work harder next time

Personal dillema

I want to be writer, any writer. I want to be able to write well. I convinced myself to write fanfiction as starter but it didn't work. I thought that fanfiction will be the best starter but it's not. Writing fanfiction is really hard for amateur trying-to-get-the-feeling writer like me. Perhaps the best thing as starter is making your own journal.

These are several ideas that came up when I thought about this:

1. I often run out of idea and imagination. I can't write fanfiction when I get stuck in the middle of story. The result? the story will be hiatus...... forever untouched, unread. Poor that little story. I tried to write fanfiction about Seiho boys high school with Miyaji Fuyuka as the main character. I found that I was a little unsatisfied with relationship between Kamiki and her. I really liked her character so I wanted to potray Miyaji's strength and the development of their relationship. I had the start and end plot but I didn't know how to connect them. So I just wrote the first part and never finished it up until now. I think we can practise this imagination super power with writing journal. By using our daily life story, we can make up some more plot into it. Well, because this is ourselves's life so we know everything, every details about it. Then, the excuse about running out of idea will dissappear and we can still practise to write.

2. Lack of confident. This is the most annoying problem. Why? because I use to read many of super awesome fanfictions with many reviews and followers, I become afraid that I will get no feedback that will improve me, hater's comment,  even worse there's no one wants to read my story. I really hate that kind of thinking yet I still have it in me. I am lack of confident in many aspect, even people say I am good at something, it is still not enough to convince myself to be more confident and be proud. So then, writing journal is good for this problem. We can evaluate ourselves without getting worry too much. There will be no hater, no anxiety about no review and no reader because the reader is yourself.

3. Getting frustated by grammar is annoying too. This can be fixed by practising a lot, but Who will tell me what's wrong and how to fix it? -_____________-

Well, These are only three main problems but actually I have more of them and still thinking how to get rid them off of me.

Is Luffy going to be immortal? One Piece post

Recently this thought is tickling my brain. Started when I re-watched the impel down and world war arc. I found something fishy. When Luffy was taken by Jinbei to run away from Akainu, no one knew where Jinbei and he were. Then one of the worst generations, Basil Hawkins, tracked him with his tarot to see Luffy's life. Suprisingly, he said that he saw that Luffy's life never reaches zero which means Luffy is going to live forever (this is just my conclusion).

(Pic Source : One Piece Wikia)

So...... How is this going to be happen? Luffy and the immortal thing? Is it possible?
Well, just Eichiro Oda and God know this. But I want to share my hypotesis here.

I think the answer is it's possible to be true. The key of this is Trafalgar Law. He is posessing Ope-Ope No Mi, isn't he? The Ope-Ope No Mi has its unique power to give someone eternal life in exchange for its user's life.

Doflamingo, at first, wanted to make Corazon to be Ope-Ope No Mi user and made Corazon gave his life for making Doflamingo eternal life. Unfortunately, that fruit was eaten by Trafalgar Law.

Why does Trafalgar Law give his life to make Luffy immortal?
Well I don't know about this, But Law has D in the middle of his name and it can be the good reason of why Law give Luffy eternal life because they have family bond.

This thought makes me sad to think that Law is gonna die if he gives Luffy that power (tears) (tears)

Learn a lot through learning english

English is one of the biggest problem in my life. I've been studying this for more than 10 years but I haven't been fluent yet. So what's the problem? the problem is ME for lack of motivation. confidence, and willingness to study harder to be fluent. Until I was in the last semester of college. Noticing that english is very important, I planned to look for a great method for learning english which could inspiring me, motivating me to become fluent.

With the strong will in my heart, I went to Kediri, East Java to head to a very famous english learning village called Kampung Inggris. I've been there for 1,5 months. Making friends, learning about new things, grammar, prcticing speaking are some of what I got there. So, after 1,5 months do I become fluent english speaker. The answer is obviously not. Why? because the time when I came back from Kampung Inggris is the beginning of my learning process.

I got many great method from my teachers there. Thanks to mr Fuddin, ms Ratna, ms Tika, mr Abdul, and mr Andre. I got a lot of help to learn english from them especially from ms Tika and mr Abdul for speaking skill. On the last day there before I went home, mr Abdul gave some great method to learn english anywhere anytime. ms Tika gave some information about how to speak like native, the pronounciation, stressing word, idiom, and many more.

By having those method in my head, I began to learn english with better method, BY LISTENING. I know about many podcaster like AJ HOGE from effortless english, LINDSAY and GABY from all ears english, LUKE from teacher luke, and ENGVID. By listening to native speaker everyday, I could understand them a little by little and gain more confidence to speak and connect with others in english. Plus, making new friends from abroad through this is a great bonus.

In one podcast I heard, the podcaster mention that language students have to think in english and think that they are english speaker not english learner to go to the next level. They should join some forum that's interesting to them like automobile, nature, sport in english to learn more real english not with joining english study forum. Well, english study forum is crucial for beginner level but if the students are in intermediet or in advance, joining the forum that they like is more promising.

Making new friends and deciding the best method to learn for myself  are just several abilities that I got by learning english. I have more, learning about live.  Knowing great sites like Zenhabit and Ted.com is a step for me to know more about life, to deciding life not to be decided by life, to not procastinate, to let go, to restrain self, and more.